Monthly Archives: December 2013

3 AM feedings. Bittersweet reflections.

And we are up. Dont get me wrong I am not complaining.  I love it!…. I don’t remember much of this with my daughter.  I believe that by this time she was sleeping through the night anyway.
As for Mr. Jaxson…no such thing.  Although I love this time it pains me because he wont latch and I have to use a bottle.  I fully expected this to be our early morning bonding time. I guess it still is…its just different from what I wanted. Seeing as though nothing has gone the way that I planned for it to go during this whole experience; I am looking at this as another way for God to show that He is still mighty, strong and very much Still in control.

Until next time.

Trying to sleep and I am snapping pictures. …. yeah that helps… lol


2nd week with a newborn

I have never taken so many pictures of something.  Jaxson is a joy… the camera loves him. Although I am tired I am enjoying the time with my little prince. I am having trouble with breastfeeding and trying to stay encouraged its hard especially when I am tired, not getting enough sleep or food. But I am determined.  I was encouraged by my sister to Vlog or Blog this time so here I am. This should be a daily thing.  I am believing God for a breakthrough with breastfeeding and sleep, work and balance.  Until next time.

Jaxson in his stuck in the house outfit.